Lyrics

Short Term Fixes

(Released as a single on March 16th, 2018 )

It’s so easy to get caught up when you don’t know what  you're trying to stop
You can’t blame me for what you just can’t see

Buy me a drink, Talk to my emotions, and maybe I'll think I’m your solution
Remember what you want me to forget

While you try to tell me all your regrets
I’m not obliged to hear what you’ve said

All your plans are short term fixes
And all your hits are actually misses

I figured you out, you can whine all day
But the truth is mine, you’re way too late

I can’t look you in the eye if you think you just exist online
You can’t even see through your own lies

While you try to tell me all you regrets
I’m not obliged to hear what you’ve said

All your plans are short term fixes
And all your hits are actually misses

I figured you out, you can whine all day
But the truth is mine, you’re way too late

You had the time
To know your lines
It’s clear to me
Who you wanna be

All your plans are short term fixes
And all your hits are actually misses

All your plans are short term fixes
And all your hits are actually misses

I figured you out, you can whine all day
But the truth is mine, you’re way too late

 

Jealousy

(Released on the album “Girl Problems” on September 6th, 2019)

Jealousy whispers to me like a breeze
It’s a felony, the way we played so carelessly

So I’m begging on my knees
I wanna make it right
Say I’m just a tease

But this jealousy keeps me up at night
This jealousy keeps me up at night

The promise is my paranoia is in check
Or so I insist but I know I’m breathing down your neck

So I’m begging on my knees
I wanna make it right
Say i’m just a tease
But this jealousy keeps me up at night
This jealousy keeps me up at night


I unplugged my phone
So we can be alone
Ooh it’s true, I like it when it's just us two
But you’ve got a life
And i’m not your wife
Far as I can see, it’s up to me
To cure this jealousy

I’m begging on my knees
I wanna make it right
Say i’m just a tease
But this jealousy keeps me up at night
This jealousy keeps me up at night
This jealousy keeps me up at night
This jealousy keeps me up at night

 

Catalyst

(Released on the album “Girl Problems” on September 6th, 2019)

Don’t you ever trust me, I’m calling my own bluff
Four months’ indecision, and I’ll say I’ve had enough
I’ll show up at midnight, but not to make amends
Fifteen minutes later, we’ll fall in love again

Sometimes I still want to give you everything
Even if we’re not meant to be, heartbreak still stings

I don’t wanna be the one to burn this work of art
I don’t wanna be the one to break you from the start
I wish I had warned you about letting down your guard
Now I’m just the catalyst to make you fall apart

’ll promise the future, with one foot out the door
Even if I want you, I'm scared of what’s in store
Now 8 months have passed and I still can’t clear the air
Even if I come clean, it won’t be fair

Sometimes I still want to give you everything
Even if we’re not meant to be, heartbreak still stings

I don’t wanna be the one to burn this work of art
I don’t wanna be the one to break you from the start
I wish I had warned you about letting down your guard
Now I’m just the catalyst to make you fall apart

Maybe next time, I won’t wait
Till you moved on to tell you
Hey, I don’t know how to move around
When this is all I think about
Maybe next time I won’t contradict myself,
and tell you that i’m doing fine
When all I want is to come back  and make you mine

I don’t wanna be the one to burn this work of art
I don’t wanna be the one to break you from the start
I wish I had warned you about letting down your guard
Now I’m just the catalyst to make you fall apart

 

Prom Queen

(Released on the album “Girl Problems” on September 6th, 2019)

Remember the night she rose from the sea
Stood with arms open wide as she walked right past me
I tried not to mind as she went by
The freckles on her face, the stars in the sky

I’m stuck in my head cuz i’m falling so hard
And I know that she’s still up with the stars
I don’t believe in love at first sight
Cuz nobody’s ever gonna be right

But she has me right where I don’t wanna be
And somehow that’s okay with me
The way that she dances hits me like a bomb
I only wish we were at the same prom
Oh

Read my horoscopes not too long ago
They told me theres something that you should know
You're walkin right into a hurricane
Well luckily, I don’t mind the rain

I’m stuck in my head cuz I’m falling so hard
And I know that she’s still up with the stars
I don’t believe in love at first sight
Cuz nobody’s ever gonna be right

But she has me right where I don’t wanna be
And somehow that’s okay with me
The way that she dances hits me like a bomb
I only wish we were at the same prom
Oh

Remember the night I stood by your throne
Knew it was the last time we’d be alone
Cuz you saw it different than I thought it seemed
I’m half convinced that it was a dream

Cuz friendship gets hard when there’s too many complications
She stole my breath before I had time for preparation
Prom queen staring at the moon, cuz earth has its limitations
Prom queen at a dance for two, and I lost my invitation

Paper Cut

(Released on the album “Girl Problems” on September 6th, 2019)

I try to lift the fog, I try to clear the air
But your brain is camouflage
You’ll never say you’re scared

You were a paper cut, you turned me inside out
And hung me out to dry but we were both in doubt

The world sends its apologies
It didn’t have a lot to say
No one can control the fact
That life won’t ever go your way

You shattered me in two, made my life go awry
But i’ve still forgiven you, cuz I hate to see you cry

The world sends its apologies
It didn’t have a lot to say
No one can control the fact
That life won’t ever go your way

You tripped me up to win the race
And hide behind a pretty face
I should have never trusted you
Why am I still holding on
When I should move along
And find somebody new

 

4 Chord Song

(Released on the album “Girl Problems” on September 6th, 2019)

Just leave me alone while I sort myself out
And try to regain my peace of mind
Because I am stuck here battling my doubts
That you could have ever been so unkind

Don’t tell me more lies
It’s time to say goodbye

The truth unfolds before my eyes
So I’ll just sit and watch you cry
Don’t expect my sympathy
After what you’ve done to me

 I thought we could be friends
But you’ve made our love into
A game that I can never win

 You told me you're heart was in a knot
Well it’s not mine to untie
You told me I should try and make it
But it’s not my job to survive

Don’t tell me more lies
It’s time to say goodbye

The truth unfolds before my eyes
So I’ll just sit and watch you cry
Don’t expect my sympathy
After what you’ve done to me

I thought we could be friends
But you’ve made our love into
A game that I can never win

The truth unfolds before my eyes
So I’ll just sit and watch you cry
Don’t expect my sympathy
After what you’ve done to me
I thought we could be friends
But you’ve made our love into
A game that I can never win

 

Not the First One

(Released on the album “Girl Problems” on September 6th, 2019)

No I don’t go out too much, it’s an autocratic social scene
But sometimes the stars align just such, I need emotional antihistamine
And I know that it’s self sabotage to go for the guy against the wall
But i’m bored to death of my intellect, so I say you should give me a call

Fast forward a week
We talk a bit
Then, suddenly
I’m sick of it

Cuz I don’t need to have you close
But you  just wanna bring me down
You tell me that you’re not the kind of guy
To mess around

Oh
You’re not the first one to tell me that
No
You’re not the first one to hold me back

Some are just born passionate
And pretend to have a heart of stone
Maybe it’s cuz i’m delicate
But I just wanna be alone

So don’t call me a hypocrite
Cuz i’m the one who started it
I’m wishing you the very best
While expressing my disinterest

I made you burn
Like the fourth of July
But I know those sparks
Still have to die

Cuz I don’t need to have you close
But you  just wanna bring me down
You tell me that you’re not the kind of guy
To mess around


Oh
You’re not the first one to tell me that
No
You’re not the first one to hold me back


Oh
You’re not the first one to tell me that
No
You’re not the first one to hold me back

Fold

(Released on the album “Girl Problems” on September 6th, 2019)

I still lack the nerve to call you
Every time your name comes up I say there’s nothing new Now your words all play on repeat
Saying that you can exhale whenever you’re with me

You know we did it all before
Take off your shirt, lay on the floor
Both of us felt something more
But you got scared and I got bored

I don’t know when I should go, I don’t know when to fold
I could still be waiting when there’s nothing left to hold
Talk to me before you leave and forget to say goodbye
I’m not one to make a scene but this one caught my eye

I’m not known to follow guidelines
Why would I sit back and wait if you could have been mine
Now I’m wrapped around your finger
I know misplaced feelings fade, but these ones seems to linger

You know we did it all before
Take off your shirt, lay on the floor
Both of us felt something more
But you got scared, and I got bored

I don’t know when I should go, I don’t know when to fold
I could still be waiting when there’s nothing left to hold
Talk to me before you leave and forget to say goodbye
I’m not one to make a scene but this one caught my eye

Don’t you shy away again
Don’t repeat it from your friends
Try and think with your own head
Even though you’ve been mislead
Again, and again

I don’t know when I should go, I don’t know when to fold
I could still be waiting when there’s nothing left to hold
Talk to me before you leave and forget to say goodbye
I’m not one to make a scene but this one caught my eye

 

Inhibitions

(Released on the album “Girl Problems” on September 6th, 2019)

I’ve been looking for ways to keep from getting lost
Writing poems on receipts in parking lots
Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh

Clinging to my innocence like an old friend
Reminiscing on days from when I was a kid
Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh

But now I know you’re leaving me
Someone I built so much around
And all my inhibitions come
Tumbling to the ground, they don’t make sound

Some like to wait till it gets dark
To open up and tear themselves apart
Uh huh uh huh uh huh

But that’s never been for me
Cuz im scared of becoming who i’m thought to be
Uh huh uh huh uh huh

But now I know you’re leaving me
Someone I built so much around
And all my inhibitions come
Tumbling to the ground, they don’t make sound

I wonder if I’ll ever choose
What it is I win and what it is I loose
But now I’ll just sit here with my blues
Pretending i’m not thinking about you

But now I know you’re leaving me
Someone I built so much around
And all my inhibitions come
Tumbling to the ground, they don’t make sound

 

In My Dreams

(Released on the album “Girl Problems” on September 6th, 2019)

Maybe you’ve been sick of me lately
Been calling me baby, so I told you to go

It’s not like me to use scare tactics so lightly
I guess I shouldn’t have assumed that you wouldn’t let me go

Cuz you’re so busy you’ve got no energy to ask about my moods
But brief interactions hold so much more attraction than the thought of losing you

I don’t really have a choice about if I hear your voice
In my dreams, in my dreams
I told you to run away when I wanted you to stay
So see you in my dreams, but only in my dreams

You see, I want us both to be happy
But you’re better off without me, so it’s time to let me go

Cuz the map says the past year and a half we’ve
Blocked off each others’ paths but we’re too scared to let it go

Cuz you’re so drained that you can hardly even entertain yourself
I did nothing wrong but it took too long to deal with someone else

I don’t really have a choice about if I hear your voice
In my dreams, in my dreams
I told you to run away when I wanted you to stay
So see you in my dreams, but only in my dreams

Do you still like me at all baby doll
I hate to give in to my fears
But i’ve been having these nightmares
And when I wake up, nothing is clear

So don’t tell me what I want to hear
I need to know if you want me near
Cuz i’ve been having these nightmares
And when I wake up, nothing is clear

I don’t really have a choice about if I hear your voice
In my dreams, in my dreams
I told you to run away when I wanted you to stay
So see you in my dreams, but only in my dreams